爸/father

越来越讨厌我爸了，连自己老婆儿女都骗，以前我以为他只是不懂安慰体谅人，实际上他是真的不在乎，动不动呵斥人，有存款一直骗家人说没钱，为此我一直很焦虑，一度快抑郁了，因为家里发生了一些事。直到一次帮他登网银才发现被骗多惨。我说怎么会有邮局员工主动打电话送粮油，还有把所有钱转定期了，明明知道随时可能要用钱却还听邮局的，又没有外边包情人，实在难以理解也讨厌，我的心理从仁孝被扭曲不成样了，我不知道该相信谁，妈妈是值得信任的可是太过把我当小孩，我希望她能尊重我的想法，比如家里我的东西不希望收拾，清洗，当我明确提出想法时，她不理会我觉得内心很狂暴，像是要吐血，撞了墙，可我不能发作，因为她是我妈。

I hate my dad more and more. He even lied to his wife and children. I used to think he was just understanding and considerate. In fact, he really doesn’t care. He always scolds people. He has always lied to others and said he has no money. He is always worried about me. , suddenly almost depressed, because something happened in Brazil. It wasn’t until I helped him log into online banking that I realized how badly he had been deceived. I said how could a post office employee take the initiative to call to deliver grain and oil, and transfer all the money to a fixed term, knowing that the money could be used at any time, but still listening to the post office, and not having a lover outside, it is really difficult to understand and disgusting, my psychology Chong Renxiao has been distorted and I don’t know who to trust. My mother is trustworthy but she treats me too much like a child. I hope she can respect my thoughts. For example, she doesn’t want my things to be tidied up at home. When I make it clear When she proposed the idea, she ignored me and I felt so furious inside that I wanted to vomit blood and hit a wall, but I couldn’t imagine it because she was my mother.